I started writing this poem seven years ago. Today I finished it. This was prompted by a conversation last night about "mental load" and being directed to a cartoon illustrating this concept.  It is an interesting concept and I realised its close connection with my thoughts while writing this poem.  The pie chart above was constructed in 1999; that was not just about "mental load", but "physical load" as well.  I am half-hoping that the legend is illegible!  
NB: The poem was written at a time when we had a dog, a guinea pig and probably a budgie as well.  

Obstacles

This is the path
That leads to the shed
That Jennifer wants to write in.
 
This is the poo
That lies on the lawn
That blocks the path
That leads to the shed
That Jennifer wants to write in
 
This is the guinea pig
Nice and warm
Out in his hutch,
ignoring the storm
that needed fed
and straw for his bed
on the path to the shed
that Jennifer wants to write in
 
these are the garments
washed and wet
that need some drying
and ironing yet
 
here is the post
on the mat
needing opened
fancy that!
 
There is the telephone
Waiting to ring
Daring to call
To see if she’s in
 
Here are the dishes
In the sink
Here is the dog
Who needs a drink
 
Here is the clock
Ticking away
Measuring time
As it slips away
 
There is the rain
Falling out of the sky
Rescue the washing
-It’s nearly dry!
 
These were the obstacles
All in her head
Things to be done
And some to be said
 
Now she sees clearly
What she must do
-leave all the small stuff
And find a way through
To go on the path
That leads to the shed
That Jennifer's going to write in.

I have been asked a few times recently, what I paint.  I have happily told the questioners that boats feature a lot in my paintings at the moment; ones from both the east and west coasts of Scotland.  And then I mention the sheds, and they look slightly bemused and I feel rather apologetic.  I'm not sure why this is, so I have spent some time thinking about it, as I suppose there really should be some underlying reason as to why I feel drawn to sheds, particularly ones with corrugated iron roofs.

This is the conclusion I have drawn.  It all goes back to summer holidays spent in Lochcarron, in Wester Ross, in what had been my paternal granny's house.  Not just summer holidays, when we would spend hours on the shore turning over rocks looking for butterfish and crabs, or digging very fast to try and outwit clams which scooted down into the sand, or for lugworms, beneath their telltale casts, to use as bait on fishing expeditions.  No, we were often there at Easter too, and in the winter as well. There are diaries of those holidays somewhere.  One day I'll look them out.

At the back of my granny's house were a couple of wooden sheds, where the garden tools and coal (I think) were kept.  They were quite well-maintained, these sheds; wooden slats with sloping corrugated iron roofs. They were of no particular interest to me. It was my job in the summertime to clip the long grass away from the outer walls of the shed, so the wood would not become damp and rot.  This job was done with an old pair of sheep-shearing shears.  I loved using them.  I learned to scythe in those summers too, when the grass was thigh-high when we arrived, and had to be cut down before it got trampled flat.  There is a rhythm required for scything - enough speed is required to cut the tough grass stalks, but go too fast and you get tired very quickly and the grass is not properly cut.

But the shed I liked best was the one away up at the back of the plot or land (part of a croft at some time, I suppose).  It had no door, but the doorway faced away from the prevailing wind, so it was always sheltered and warm.  I think it even had a little window, grimy and cobwebbed. I set up a wooden table and a stool, made from logs and planks of wood that I found. It was my den. I swept it, tidied it, put a jam jar filled with wild flowers on the table.  And then I had a visitor. I think he lived in the shed next door, or under a nearby pile of branches. A hedgehog.  I provided a saucer of milk, sat in the corner, barely breathing, watching, listening, drinking him in. I was in love. In my shed.